In early September 1972, I stood on the steps of West Hall on the campus of Lambuth College and watched my parents drive off. I thought I was going to throw up. I was in a new place, about to live with someone I had just met. I was so far out of my comfort zone, the schools and the people I had known all my life, that I felt totally lost and alone.
In May 1976, I walked across the make-shift stage in front of South Hall and accepted my diploma awarding me a B.A. in English from Lambuth College. In the audience were some people who were then, and are now, as close and special to me as anyone in my life. People with whom I had sung, studied, laughed, played, cried, worshiped, loved. I left Lambuth with an education that went so beyond anything that happened in the classrooms of Jones Hall or the Science Building.
I was blessed with good schools growing up. I chose a college that seemed familiar, one that I had heard of most of my life because it was supported by the Methodist church, and I grew up Methodist. I knew little about the school, though, other than it was Methodist, they were offering me a scholarship, and the campus was beautiful in the spring, like some stereotypical movie school. I had no idea how my four years there would secure and shape my life. How lucky I turned out to be.
Now that school that in large part made me who I am today is to be no more. As of June 30, 2011, the school that began in 1843 as the Memphis Conference Female Institute, the college that became coed in the 1920s and took the name of a famous early Methodist bishop, will close its doors. If the campus sells as one unit — a possibility that seems close to happening since the University of Memphis is in negotiations to buy the campus for a satelite facility — all debts can be settled. The church will be off the hook. The only one hurt will be hundreds of people.
Among those hurt will be faculty. Suzie Hudecek (whose actual given name is Vivian) graduated from Lambuth in 1972. She went to Memphis State University and earned her M.A. in two years, then returned to the English Department at Lambuth, teaching remedial classes and working in the Learning Center. After thirty-five years at The Big L, she is not ready yet to retire, but she is old enough finding a comparable teaching position will be virtually impossible. Two of her younger colleagues in the English Department are also Lambuth grads who returned to the school after earning their PhDs. Too young to retire, they are too old to find a tenure track job elsewhere. What becomes of these three — and the many others like them at the college?
People like me, graduates who are older, established in their profession and their positions, suffer little with the demise of the school. Sure, it seems odd to say to people I graduated from a college that no longer exists. That statement suggests I attended some second-rate, shade tree school. Nothing, of course, could be further from the truth. My professors in my major all had PhDs from top-name schools. My biology prof left to become the chair of the physiology department of a major university. My philosophy professor is now the head of the Honors Program at Vanderbilt University. I was instructed by excellent, sometimes well-known, teachers. Odd as it may sound to say my college is dead, I will continue to rest on the strong foundation those teachers gave me. But more recent grads, ones who may be entering the job market or shifting to a new profession. What of them? How, for example, do you get a prospective employer a transcript of your grades when there is no longer a Registrar’s office to contact?
The college held a last homecoming of sorts — more a wake for a dying institution. The chapel that centers the school was packed, standing room only. Hymns were sung. Tears were shed. There was a roll call of the decades. As the service ended, the crowd sang the Alma Mater, even though many there, me included, graduated before the song was written in 1980. Then the mourners filed out of the chapel into a pending storm. What was planned as a time for picnicking on the picturesque campus turned into a huge crowd in the cafeteria and student union ballroom. Perhaps it was most fitting, since so many of the friendships being rekindled and remembered had been cemented in those spaces.
And as the crowd eventually thinned, a truth became evident: Cliches and trite platitudes are based on a reality. The institution of Lambuth University (perhaps the college died years ago) would soon be no more. But Lambuth, in its essence, would not be gone. When those people winding their way to the cars parked around the quadrangle gathered again — in homes, at celebrations, for what will surely be inevitable reunions — Lambuth will live. When teachers enter a classroom or a businessman transacts some deal or a minister reaches out to sooth a hurting soul — when those shaped by their education there do what they were called to do, the essence of what Lambuth was, what Lambuth is, will resurrect, will live, will continue.
The school motto was “Whatsoever things are true.” Lambuth was, and will continue to be, true.
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